Ever Wonder???

Have you ever wonder why it's so easy to forgive someone you don't really care about even when they make the biggest mistake and why it's so hard to forgive someone you really care about for the little mistakes they do?

It's because you want that person that you really care about to understand you in every situation and to know how you feel and think. I guess it's just that we expect a little to much from the person we really care about. We expect them to know every little thing about us just like we know all the little details about them. Because if they did, they wouldn't make that mistake. But I guess you shouldn't expect things so you won't be disappointed in life.

UPDATED!!!

So school has started and I'm taking about 16 hours. I know I mention a new school, but I'm still attending the same school for this semester. Sometimes, I just think that school is not made for me. I'm just not motivated to go to school. But I'm trying really hard. I just don't want to let my parents down because they expect so much more. YEA! expect hopefully they won't get disappointed like I did.

I'm looking for a new job, but it's kinda hard when you don't really have any experience. So the only job I can get is telemarketing, waitress, or sale associate, which is all a bummer to me. I want something new and challenging. Any suggestion?

Oh, I got a new phone and I love it. It's a SIDEKICK 3!!!! So i'm hook on it because I can access the web from it.  It sure cost me a lot, but so worth it though. : D

Well other than that nothin new really just same old me stuck here in San Antonio, Texas. Gosh, do I really wanna move somewhere else.  I need to get out and figure out what I want to do in life. Until then I'll be here updated everyone.