{"id":2714,"date":"2007-03-08T02:03:55","date_gmt":"2007-03-08T02:03:55","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"2007-03-08T02:03:55","modified_gmt":"2007-03-08T02:03:55","slug":"I-Dunno-Jack-","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/?p=2714","title":{"rendered":"I Dunno Jack"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-family: arial\">I honestly don&#39;t know what&#39;s better &#8212; being jack of all trades or being a specialist?<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: arial\"><\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: arial\">It was absolute horror the other day: I was laying in bed with my feet on my pillows and my face towards the ceiling. I was closely observing the cracks on my ceiling when I had an epiphany.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: arial\"><\/span><br \/><strong><span style=\"font-family: arial\">I. Am. Not. Good. At. Anything.<\/span><\/strong><br \/><span style=\"font-family: arial\"><\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: arial\">Oh god&#8230; let&#39;s assess this rationally.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: arial\"><\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: arial\">For me, talent is a parable that was told by Jesus. A hobby is something that you enjoy doing during your spare time &#8212; which makes mine shopping and eating (lots too). Sports? Doesn&#39;t exist in my vocab (or my world). Music? Well, I did take lessons when I was younger. I skipped most of them. &#39;Nuf said. Art? I can draw stick figures perfectly \ud83d\ude42 My major in college? Please&#8230; I went to business school to take up IT. So I&#39;m half-baked in between business and IT. And my job? Well, that&#39;s precisely it. It&#39;s a job. Nothing more.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: arial\"><\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: arial\">I did pretty well in school back in those days. I had my fair share of awards and honors&#8230; but come on, doing well in school is hardly any specialization. It simply meant I succumbed to the pressures that my (very Asian) parents have given me&#8230; and I worked hard. It doesn&#39;t really mean anything more at the end of the day.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: arial\"><\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: arial\">And this brings us back to square one: I still am not good in anything. Sure, I can do a lot of things but none of those things I excel in. I can cook without managing to poison anyone; I can be artistic but only if it&#39;s abstract; I can write a computer program as long as it doesn&#39;t involve complex cases and as long as I have Google; I can sing karaoke; I can bowl, if you count that as a sport, and sometimes I can even hit a birdie when playing badminton&#8230; you get the idea. It&#39;s pretty pathetic, really.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: arial\"><\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: arial\">So what&#39;s the deal? What do I say to St. Peter when I arrive by the gates of heaven when he asks me what my biggest accomplishments are?<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: arial\"><\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: arial\">That I have this blog where I pour out my hypochondriac thoughts?<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: arial\"><\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: arial\">He will totally keel over in laughter&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I honestly don&#39;t know what&#39;s better &#8212; being jack of all trades or being a specialist?It was absolute horror the<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":125,"featured_media":72448,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"colormag_page_container_layout":"default_layout","colormag_page_sidebar_layout":"default_layout","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2714","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-news"],"magazineBlocksPostFeaturedMedia":{"thumbnail":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/u-113x150.jpg","medium":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/u.jpg","medium_large":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/u.jpg","large":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/u.jpg","1536x1536":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/u.jpg","2048x2048":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/u.jpg","colormag-highlighted-post":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/u.jpg","colormag-featured-post-medium":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/u.jpg","colormag-featured-post-small":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/u-113x90.jpg","colormag-featured-image":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/u.jpg","colormag-default-news":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/u-113x150.jpg","colormag-featured-image-large":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/u.jpg","colormag-elementor-block-extra-large-thumbnail":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/u.jpg","colormag-elementor-grid-large-thumbnail":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/u.jpg","colormag-elementor-grid-small-thumbnail":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/u.jpg","colormag-elementor-grid-medium-large-thumbnail":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/u.jpg"},"magazineBlocksPostAuthor":{"name":"hudicka","avatar":"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/c44cf2138c61cf7ee3230471618da074831d5a37cd73994ffb638baa54f67ce6?s=96&d=mm&r=g"},"magazineBlocksPostCommentsNumber":"0","magazineBlocksPostExcerpt":"I honestly don&#39;t know what&#39;s better &#8212; being jack of all trades or being a specialist?It was absolute horror the","magazineBlocksPostCategories":["News"],"magazineBlocksPostViewCount":138,"magazineBlocksPostReadTime":2,"magazine_blocks_featured_image_url":{"full":["https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/u.jpg",113,170,false],"medium":["https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/u.jpg",113,170,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/u-113x150.jpg",113,150,true]},"magazine_blocks_author":{"display_name":"hudicka","author_link":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/?author=125"},"magazine_blocks_comment":0,"magazine_blocks_author_image":"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/c44cf2138c61cf7ee3230471618da074831d5a37cd73994ffb638baa54f67ce6?s=96&d=mm&r=g","magazine_blocks_category":"<a href=\"#\" class=\"category-link category-link-1\">News<\/a>","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2714","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/125"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2714"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2714\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/72448"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2714"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2714"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/asiancemagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2714"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}